Monday, October 24, 2011

Wigglesworth & a big hello again...

“There are many things in your life that you cannot
understand. But be patient, for when the Hand of
God is upon a thing, it may grind very slowly, but it
will form the finest thing possible, if you dare wait
until the end of it.

Don't kick until you are through, and when you are
dead enough, you will never kick at all. It is a death
come to death, that we might be alive unto God. It
is only by the deaths we die that we are able to be
still.”                            - Smith Wigglesworth

I've been rooting around in my carpet bag full of words searching
for the most descriptive of sorts in hopes that somehow I can
portray to you all the good and wonderful ways of our loving
God.  (and even so, the ways He is working in me.)

It’s been months since I have written. My hope is to push myself
to write more often now, but perhaps it may be only wishful hoping
and I may take another five months to write again.  Only time will
show you and me.

I’m full of thought. Provoked by the exquisite love of God. I go to
read… Ephesians or Titus or just any book of the Bible and I feel
the tears well up in my eyes and my heart does some sort of nose-
dive and I am totally aware that I am on the brink of  dangerous love.

“He who knew no sin became sin that we might become the righteous-
ness of God in Christ Jesus.”  2 Corinthians

“I have seen their ways, but I will heal them. I will guide them and
restore comfort creating praise on the lips of the mourners. Peace,
peace to those far and near,” says the Lord, “and I will heal them.”

All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has
blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms
because we are united with Christ. Even before he made the
 world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without
 fault in his eyes. God decided in advance to adopt us into his own
 family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he
wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure.”

As of late, these things are vivid in my heart – shifting my focus, pouring
over me with the purest of love, revealing the beautiful mystery of God’s
goodness and faithfulness, making me strong, and captivating my heart
in a way that, I fear and so hope, will ruin me for good.

I hope to elaborate soon. I hope it’s only a matter of a day or two (not
150) before I write again.  

i want to breathe out what He is breathing in.....
I am being refined in deep ways. I'm in the fire,
pressed on all sides, and I am looking to Him because
I am trusting His plan really is not to harm me but
to prosper me. 

I love Him. 


  1. you should post more -- i love keeping up with you, bb!

    1. you inspired me to continue....
      thank you for that.